Today has been a quite amazing and unexpected.
For those of you that are friends with Sarah on Facebook, you were able to see just how well she is doing today in her own words and from her own hand, "Happy Saturday!!! Surgery yesterday was a success! I feel GREAT!"
Yep, she is already back on her phone and posting to Facebook. We were expecting her recovery to be very similar to the last. She really didn't open her eyes or talk much for a week. This has been very different. She is talking and asking for REAL food, not just the liquid diet they have her on right now. Hopefully, soon they can give her real food. She is walking on her own without a walker, too. Her eyesight is doing very well, also.
The one thing we still don't know is the result of the MRI. When the doctor comes in tomorrow morning we should be able to find out. We are continuing to pray that it is gone entirely and radiation won't be needed to zap remaining pieces.
Sarah is sleeping peacefully and, hopefully, can get some solid hours of sleep tonight.
These past two weeks have been a little rough as doubts had snuck in and tested our faith. Could we really still be blessed with another successful surgery as successful as the first? I had a good friend remind me where those doubts come from. It's amazing how sly and slick the adversary is. All he needs is the smallest crack in your armor of faith and he can turn it into a gaping hole.
I've been reminded of the scripture in Matthew 17:20 that says "If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you." I often question how much faith I really have. How can it be measured? How much is enough? I am just a man and a very imperfect man, at that.
What I do know is this. Our Heavenly Father loves each of us. He loves us, listens to us and wants the best for us just like I do for Luci, Eva and Henry and any parent wants for their children. He is our Father. He has told us that if we ask we shall receive. I know I've been asking for Sarah's safety a lot lately. I know many of you have been doing the same. And like any good parent, He has listened and blessed us with a healthy and happy Sarah.
It takes faith to pray and know your prayers are heard. Many may say it is coincidence or just highly skilled doctors. That's fine. But I know what I know. I know the Holy Ghost has filled my heart with the knowledge that the tumor was discovered when it was discovered for a reason; that we were in Normal, IL to be able to have Dr. Nardone available to help Sarah; that we have been blessed with great friends, who are neurosurgeons themselves, to answer questions for us, ease our minds and counsel us; that we have friends and family who love us, who pray for Sarah's quick recovery and who have given of their time and talents to bless our family. And I know that Heavenly Father has sent his angels to watch over Sarah and guide the doctors hands.
So, as I'm writing this, I'm kind of answering my own questions, I guess. All our Heavenly Father asks is for us to ask His help and place our trust in Him. Then, be prepared to listen for the promptings of the Spirit for guidance and do all we can...and he'll take care of the rest. I know He does because right now I'm sitting next to a beautiful LIVING example of it. During the times it felt so out of my hands I know it was in His.
Now, this may sound strange to some. If you may be one of those and have any questions about what I'm talking about please feel free to drop me a note. I'd be happy to talk to you.
On behalf of our family, I want to thank all of you for your constant support. We have felt it. Your prayers and well-wishes have been awesome! Thank you so much from the bottom of our hearts. We are so blessed to be surrounded by such amazing people.
We hope everyone has a great night. We'll continue to keep you up-to-speed on things as we know more. We love you all!